I have finally finish both pairs of shoes. My first finished pair. Been quite a learning curve.

So bright, in a dull world.

Was Looking through some life drawing…instead of sleeping. Makes me miss it. I like this one quite a lot <.< 

Yeah, so in the group of my friends on tumblr have been sending a lot of love out to one friend in particular, so I decided to get my share in. Right I know this guy called Bree right? Some people might be all like…..dude that be a chicks name, but it’s all cool, coz his manLEEness makes up for it. 

I guess I have known said Bree for some time now, and we have always had a good laugh together. However lately he has really shone through and was there for me when some news hit me kind of hard. You know when you have been quite emotional in front of someone and even though it’s embarrassing it like stakes up the friendship? Well yeah that’s what went down.  

I guess I wanna say, cheers Bree, your a stand up guy. 

:3 

Today is a beautiful warm day, I have like a planets worth on washing to catch up on, so I started my day with doing chores. In the middle of doing said chores I had a MIGHT NEED!! To draw. At first a shrugged it off and as all like….no no you need to cleannnnnnn….But then I was all like….Oh hell’s no! Why am I fighting against something I enjoy doing?….So I ran to my desk grabbed the first drawing implements I could find and this came out. Not really any thinking behind it, so not much to say about the drawing itself….just randomness…Randomness is good ~w~ ……

I threw this together to be my new profile picture. So yeah, this is what I look like :3 

Spinning in a demented spiral

Finding the escape out of denial

This eternal night

This draining fight

Laughing the laugh which so many have laughed

Demented and estranged

Our minds have gone deranged

Nails claw the floor

Fists bang upon the clad iron door

Wailing and shouting we cry out

Heads whirling about

Throats raw with the sting of scream

Maddened shrieks

 Insane howls 

Hands gripping and pulling

Masses of hair

Leaving bloody spots hear and there

Little pills shoved in our mouths

Thin silver needles stabbed into our arms

Those tight white jackets to prevent us from doing ourselves harm

The therapists which have deemed us insane

Go on with their poking and prodding of our “lunatic” brains

It’s a repetitive cycle

But one we all live

In his sate we will remain

The forsaken, the maddened

The beautifully insane

Created by jordan2092

http://quizilla.teennick.com/poems/8448206/beautifully-insane

I don’t know what is with me lately, been doing some deep thinking. I find the concept of Madness intriguing…..and who don’t love rhymes?! (deep deep deep) 

Coz I have a strange complex that nothing is ever good enough to post. @_@ 

Yeah I need to try and keep up with this, as I have probably stated before….in my many other posts, muha. 

So what’s been going down in Gemma town?

 Let me see…..I had to sort out a bunch of uni work, long story which as ended up in me retaking a lot of stuff, quite the domino effect really. Well after pulling a miracle out of my ass I managed to get it down, dunno really know to what extent, but all done nether the less. So now I am on the hunt work work…yay…and on top of that I have jury duty. I like, barely finished uni and I get that slapped in the face? Well anyways, it would be interesting, i hope. No arts really to post at the moment, i have to sort out my room and such….get some kind of organized. But the next thing i hope to do is paint a design onto my roller blades. So, I might do some sketches for that some point soon, oh and I have been told to make a water mark, so that to. 

Pfftt…dunno what to tag this post as, I think I might leave it. 

My tumblr seems to be deing, i need to get things up and running again. So i found this old pic i did kicking about my folders.